busy busy busy

so now that February is almost over,
i'm about to have one of the most busiest months of the year.
): and a time of financial crisis too.
ugh

March 1st- Leadership training @ LA Central Church
March 2nd- Last piano lesson before CM ):
March 3rd-5th - Show week
March 6th-7th - Broadway Show
March 8th - CM Testing
March 14th - Sadies
March 20th-22nd - SALT Retreat
March 22nd - Bach Festival

HOLY CRAP. I just realized bach festival is like on the day i come back from salt retreat. shoooot.
This month is seriously hell. omgwwwwowww

hopefully sadies will be good (:

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I wish I was ALOT smarter with my words!!!!
):<

by that, i mean i wish I knew what to say at the right time.
gaaad i totally regret what i said yesterday.
i need some conscience to tell me what's right to say and what's wrong.


i'm sooooo stupid
ugh

changes

these days i wonder alot what, or who i would be if i was someone else.
or what i would do differently if i was able to start my life over again.

but besides that, life has been going pretty okay. one thing i'm super disappointed about is how i ended my semester ): ugh. but it actually motivated me to try harder so i hope that i'll actually do better and not disappoint myself.
It's raining alot too. Haha I actually started this blog cause it was raining and now it just reminds me of that time again (:

Okay so...

1) i'm excited: the two three day-weekends! UGGGGH YESSSS
2) i'm craving: shopping. like super badly
3) i'm missing: a few loved ones
4) i'm addicted: to freaking boys over flowers. gad those hotties

(: