what happened during break

I'm feeling really hopeless... Maybe cause the break is over and i have to go to school again. But uggggghhh life is kind of painful right now.

Um so on Friday, I went shopping around 10 I think. I was supposed to go to spectrum with Dan, Jin & J5 boys at 7 but then I couldn't since I had no money. So at 10 I went with my mom. I bought alot of makeup! Which is super weird cause I don't even wear it like alot. And then later I couldn't go to Michael's party. It kind of sucked because I thought going to church and seeing my lovess<3 would make me feel better but then I actually got a lecture from pastor. It's not really my first time getting it but made me feel like crap crap crap x1234 after my parents told me I couldn't do anything on Friday. Screw that gaaah.

And then on Saturday ummmmm. oh yeah JEMMs, Jessica's cousin, Paul, Shayann and Caleb and I went out to cpk for Shayann's b-day dinner after staying at this park. It was pretty good (: and later met up with Justin and Brian and then we went to Andy and Tim's house. Umm we watched Ironman and we celebrated Jane's birthday. I got cake on my face! yuck. And afterwards we all drove down to go ice-skate/broomball. Haha our church ownedd against OC! and then there was a stupid fight that happened between two people, but like one was an adult. Kind of stupidd I think, but I was too cold to think cause I was wearing flats and no socks ): And so I came home past midnight. It was a pretty productive day (:

Man, next week is going to be literally hell! Monday I can't even relax cause I have piano. And starting from tuesday-thursday is choir show week, which means rehearsals from 3-9 p.m. I don't even think the show is going to be that great, but hope it goes well. Come to our show though! Haha. $10, Friday & Saturday, starts at 7:30 I think. And then after is cast partty<3 maan I can't wait, haven't been to a dance for a while.

So it's been a pretty good break! It went super fast which kind of sucked, but I'm hoping school will be a little easier with show week. Not really, but I'm just hoping.

And I realized, tomorrow is december! Man time is flying by too fast. Seriously I didn't even do anything and it's almost 11, ah screw this. Alot of people are changing too, not in a really good way. I hope people will just get their minds straight and set their priorities, cause obviously they don't know it's hurting those around them.

I'm hoping for something better.

Thanksgiving!

So what exactly am I thankful for..
- God
- Family
- Best friends
- A home
- FOOD
- Health
- Education
- Music!
- Life (: hahaha

I don't know I will add more later if I think of any.

Yesterday, I stayed up until 3 a.m. making food with my mom. We have like a WHOLE mess of people (like more than 6 families I think) coming to my house, and I didn't even know about it. Isn't that weird... like they know but I don't. But anyways I woke up with a whole bunch of "Happy thanksgiving" text messages (: Next thing? I have to clean my whole freaking house. Dang it. I'm seriously like a housemaid today... ugh

But it's finally thanksgiving break! YESSSSS. Haha screw everything i'm gonna do everything i can (: And church friends are coming over! Hopefully SOME stores are open around cypress so we can like roam around loool. BUT! i still have to clean T_T

So I'll leave it here for now.
Happy thanksgiving guys!

day1

It feels good to be doing something like this again (:
I was planning to start sometime this week, so I thought this would be a good excuse to get out of studying for chem. School literally s u c k s, but it's not going to be my only time complaining about school so I won't go any further hahaha.

Well anyways,
it's freaking raining! When I was walking to my house I stepped on a whole bunch of puddles that were seriously like two inches deep. I swear if it keeps raining like this, I'm going to wear flippers to school ): At least I didn't wear sneakers, or else I would have to wash my shoes and socks and blah x3.

Um so how my day went... it was actually quite okay!
I had alot of free time at classes so I took alot of pictures (: aand after school I found out I got a solo! and accompanying for Sheena and Ashley on their duet. That was good to hear... but now it kind of scares me cause its like the first solo thing I've ever done. I'm looking foward to it though!

Oh and my mom called around five-ish, saying there was no more tofurkey left at Trader Joe's. Wow I was like the saddest girl ever but thinking about it, thats kind of absurd. I mean really, who eats tofurkey, I think I'd rather eat pizza ahahahahaha. Maybe next year (:

And then at around six-ish I went to Michael's house and studied chem with Riya, Ashley, David, and Michael. Michael's mom made me breakfast burritos for dinner! It was pretty good. I guess I studied a decent amount but then at the end I got super distracted cause of David's youtube videos.

So yeah... It's late ): OH HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY & STEPHANIE! <33 haha oh darrn it's their birthday already. I should be studying for chemm urrggh...I hate school.
Omg omg one more freaking day and then it's time to play! I can't wait (:

But for now, I'll end it here... wish me luck on studying!

Oh shoot, it's still raining like heck. California weather is freaking whack.