what happened during break

I'm feeling really hopeless... Maybe cause the break is over and i have to go to school again. But uggggghhh life is kind of painful right now.

Um so on Friday, I went shopping around 10 I think. I was supposed to go to spectrum with Dan, Jin & J5 boys at 7 but then I couldn't since I had no money. So at 10 I went with my mom. I bought alot of makeup! Which is super weird cause I don't even wear it like alot. And then later I couldn't go to Michael's party. It kind of sucked because I thought going to church and seeing my lovess<3 would make me feel better but then I actually got a lecture from pastor. It's not really my first time getting it but made me feel like crap crap crap x1234 after my parents told me I couldn't do anything on Friday. Screw that gaaah.

And then on Saturday ummmmm. oh yeah JEMMs, Jessica's cousin, Paul, Shayann and Caleb and I went out to cpk for Shayann's b-day dinner after staying at this park. It was pretty good (: and later met up with Justin and Brian and then we went to Andy and Tim's house. Umm we watched Ironman and we celebrated Jane's birthday. I got cake on my face! yuck. And afterwards we all drove down to go ice-skate/broomball. Haha our church ownedd against OC! and then there was a stupid fight that happened between two people, but like one was an adult. Kind of stupidd I think, but I was too cold to think cause I was wearing flats and no socks ): And so I came home past midnight. It was a pretty productive day (:

Man, next week is going to be literally hell! Monday I can't even relax cause I have piano. And starting from tuesday-thursday is choir show week, which means rehearsals from 3-9 p.m. I don't even think the show is going to be that great, but hope it goes well. Come to our show though! Haha. $10, Friday & Saturday, starts at 7:30 I think. And then after is cast partty<3 maan I can't wait, haven't been to a dance for a while.

So it's been a pretty good break! It went super fast which kind of sucked, but I'm hoping school will be a little easier with show week. Not really, but I'm just hoping.

And I realized, tomorrow is december! Man time is flying by too fast. Seriously I didn't even do anything and it's almost 11, ah screw this. Alot of people are changing too, not in a really good way. I hope people will just get their minds straight and set their priorities, cause obviously they don't know it's hurting those around them.

I'm hoping for something better.