i had the whole break to write here and I didn't ): might as well before the near year begins...
Break is great (= not the best one but definitely giving me the time i needed to think things over... about what i need to continue and let go. this dilemma has been especially hitting me hard today, but hopefully if i want it bad enough then I'll somehow keep it for long.
and i also realized time is going by SUPER fast -___- the days go by somewhat at a normal speed but when you look back a week's already been over. you wish that just this day would pass by and sooner than you know it, that day's over. so i've learned that it's better not to look at days from a grand scheme (the whole year), but rather by each day and accomplish something so that I can get somewhere rather than wait later until it eventually happens by itself..
hahaha i'm in such a reflective mood. ANYWAYS i'm excited for the lock-in to countdown for new years (= last year countdowning was a total bust so hopefully it'll be fun this year... eating as much as i want without having to worry! muhahah.
oh and before i forget, i'll start writing my new years resolutions...
- Continue
- Stable
- Settled
vague, but makes sense to me... i'll have more (:
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