Swiftly

Before I grasp the importance of time, it slips out of my hand.
There is no way to preserve it.. you have to work with what you have, even if it is nowhere enough.

My mom had a sitdown conversation with me, but I wasn't too surprised because we've been having so much these days. She tells me that the only person she can trust for the sake of our future is me. Then she finally realizes that I should pursue what I truly have potential for.

Which means she's been pushing me into being a doctor to tell me I should do something else. -__________-
I realized if I didn't listen to her, I would probably doing other things in life.. with different priorities,schedule.. whatnot.

I'm glad for this conversation though. I thought I would be brainwashed into thinking what they want me to do but before I got to that stage they realize themselves what would be the best for me. Which reminds me she has this pretty ridiculous plan for me but she thinks I can do it. Or at least wants me to do it. Is this another repeat?

I kind of feel ambitious about this though (: I'll keep it to myself because it'd be stupid to talk about it and have it nowhere near completion anytime. I've never ever thought about doing it.. I can't believe she's even suggested this to me ahahah. I think it would be possible. With alot of time. ALOT.

I need this for my parents, myself, my family, everything else ):


Time, please go slowly!!!!!!