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scared..
that they won't cooperate with me
that it'll be harder than I expected
that my purpose and ambition will fade away
that i'll feel hopeless
that my priorities will be shuffled
that i won't have time to spend with my close ones
that i'll have to adjust to a new lifestyle the last year
that they'll have the wrong conception
that i'll be too caught up

certain..
that I'll encounter an unforgettable experience
that I can prove stereotypes and prejudices wrong
that I have potential
that I have passion
that I can grow as a leader
that I can work well with everyone
... that i'm not just a stupid asian
that I'll be with them side by side and not in front of them


I can do this