So...

I really don't want to sleep,
I really don't.
And coming to think about it, I'm really starting to dislike sundays.
It used to be my favorite day of the week, but all I remember about sundays are doing homework right when I wake up. Wow it is such a dread.

& Hence the reason why I'm still up. I would probably be sleeping right now haha (:

Well today was fun! It was kind of embarrasing cause I was late to chuch and the praise team started without me ): So I came in like during praise worship and the praise leader was like speaking on the mike saying "our pianist is a little late.." omg -___-. But it went well (:

And then we didn't have an afternoon activity so JEMMS decided to randomly go to my house and walk to the cow bus stop. It was really frustrating cause 1) It was SUPER hot, 2) We missed the last bus stop for route 2 so we had to cross the street for route 1, 3) Route 1 wasn't even the right route so we had to be on the bus for an hour. But it was still a pretty fun experience I guess. The bus lady kept on talking and talking but then in a way I kind of understood her because driving a bus without having anyone to talk to must be a boring job. And I guess she felt comfortable with us too cause she was showing us pictures in her cellphone. How random, but I'm glad at least we did at least something to her life (:

SO because of the 1 hour bus ride, we got to the mall around 5. THERE WERE SO MANY CUTE DRESSES! I seriously am not liking my mom for not letting me buy any. But since I'm going to the mall tomrrow again (ugh.) I guess i'll try to ask my dad (: haha. And we wanted to go eat guppies but we just wanted to stay near the mall so we went to panda express in the plaza place right across the mall. Then we went to jamba juice and we were thinking that we should do a scavenger hunt! So we made a list of like items to find and then we chose teams w/black and white and then we walked to target.

Man it was super fun! (: It was pretty awkks. and super random. and like people were definitely staring at us soo weird. I was paired up with michelle and we won! Woot (: But yeah, feels good to just fool around in the public cause i don't really open up to those kind of things.

First thing I noticed when I came home was that our sofa in the living room moved! Cause we're having a guest from Texas staying at our house for a week cause he's considering to move here with his family. I'm kind of worried about his daughter because I've been through that experience. Like when I lived in Missouri my dad went to California all of a sudden and then he told us that we were moving here. I hope she won't be too sad leaving Texas. And especially since I know her i'm pretty sure she's going to be devastated ): but that's life i guess.

Oh wow, I really really don't want to sleep. Uggh I seriously hate hate hate hate HATE school! All this homework... but hopefully mall tomorrow will cheer me up (:

headache

so i'm pretty much feeling a little queasy right now.
Why?

- i'm distracted, like always ):
- a super super hurting? cramp on the left side of my stomach
- a stuffy nose
- an essay to work on.

this. seriously. sucks.

Man, winter break was so fun I miss it so much! Like before break I used to say I hate school just because. But now I really really mean it.

But anyways,
Heffy Michelle Ashley came over my house after school and we watched high school musical 3 (: gaahd zac efron is such a ladies man. If I had a guy like that, who knows what I'll do (; haha. And then I thought... what if all girls had a bf like zac efron? Wow that would like lessen the violence girls have over boys. seriously. I think I love him<33333 haha. I think if a guy wants to get a girl they should go watch hsm3. I swear.

And then when they left I was being REALLY stupid wasting time trying to learn choreography in youtube. To Party People! Haha it was kind of fun (: I should master it. Winter formal is coming up so i need to loosen up my body loool. oh man -____-

Which reminds me! I NEED TO HURRY UP AND GET MY DRESS ): I'm really really hoping that the worst case scenario won't happen = no dresses my size. I just realized that it is super super important to go dress shopping early. And my hair KIND OF looks long to curl it, but i'm still deciding (: Hopefully i'll have my new dyed hair by then, which is most likely.

Okay i'm done, now i need to focus focus focus!

WOW I didn't write on my blog for like the LONGEST time :/ But alot has happened so I have alot to tell (: But I mean, winter break c'mon... haha.

Um okaay starting from snowboarding trip (:
So I left like last last Saturday and I was at Mammoth at a SUPER NICE condo place until tuesday I think? But yeah. it was pretty nice. I was kind of disappointed though at first cause last year we had like a WHOLE house to ourselves. And the house we had this year was pretty big but there was like 20 people living there so when we're all at the living room playing wii or something, it got pretty hot haha. Oh talking about the wii, I LOVE IT <3 style="font-weight: bold;">wasn't really funny. ): So I kind of quit after that. And then oh, around that time I heard that my brother's leg was damaged. Like half of his ligament on his leg got torn, so he had to go to the ER. Poor him, he only got to snowboard like two hours, and then wabam. He has to be on that cast for like 6 weeks I think. But lucky him, he doesn't have to do P.E. ): And then so on our way we returned our snowboards and got antibiotics for my brother and then just went back to our condo. And then pretty much the other days we were just playing wii and stuff.

Oh, and we tried to build an igloo! It was turning out really really good cause there was SO much snow, but then as we got to the bottom there was alot of ice so we went to another place to try building another one that would have less ice. But then we never got to finish it since we had to come in for lunch/dinner. Haha, I will never forget all the ramen and jjajjangmyun we ate that trip -_____- uggh. Seriously, like everyday. I think the only full meal I really ate was like breakfast hahah. OH! And it was kind of funny how like when we were going to go to bed, all the girls pulled out a book. WE ALL ACTUALLY BROUGHT A BOOK! haha. So we were pretty much reading, but then I only lasted for like 20 minutes. I think it was better not to read cause then I would have thought of school, so yeah (:

And so tuesday came ): And we had to leave. Haha it was really funny cause on our way back, I experienced the MOST painful emergency to go to the bathroom. Like it was sooo urgent and we had to drive like 200 more miles. The road was seriously deserted! And then paul kept on telling me that I should go out and #1, but then like NO WAY i'm going to do that. Even if it's an emergency. So pretty much for like the next 45 minutes I was just screaming and dying in the back of the car. Freaking, Kyle and Hyunchul kept on making fun of me -___- not funny. But when we stopped by subway, I seriously got out of the car and made sure I was the first person at the bathroom (: Wow. I will seriously never forget that. And I realized how important it is to go to the bathroom NO MATTER WHAT cause it will come back to you during the trip. Oh man.

So I spent Christmas at home... And I think we didn't really do anything. The next day, I had to go to Ashley's house at 9 in the morning for RETREAT! Woot. And so her cousins (eric & derrick) picked us up at McDonalds and then we were on our way to Temecula Calvary Church, where Ashley's other cousins (Brian & Darren) were. And I've seen them before so it was nice to see them again (: And oh, on our way we stopped by Wal-Mart. We did something that we shouldn't have done, but at retreat Ashley painted my nails so it felt good. (: And actually that was the first time I EVER painted my nails, and ever since that I've been wanting to buy all freaking colors I can possibly get. -___-

I can't really say anything about retreat, expect that we woke up really early all the time and that every break possible I pretty much slept. And that one time I couldn't eat lunch or dinner because they both had meat, and no other vegetarian options ): I was especially sad when we had cereal for breakfast but I couldn't eat it cause they didn't have soymilk. Oh man. But it was a blessing and I was really glad to be up there, since I didn't really know where I was at in life and things. Haha, go All Stars (:

I came back on Monday and then the next day, I rested the whole time (: Wow it felt really good since it wasn't so cold and that there was no snow. I've never been sick of snow this much before -__- even when i used to live at a place where there always was snow. And on Wednesday, I had my piano lesson and since my mom took a break that day, I got to spent time with her and my family.
It was freaking New Years Eve Already! Wow I have had so much fun that time flew by so fast, and next thing you know, it's the end of the year... Luckily Meena came over to company me into 2009 (: We counted down and celebrated for like 30 seconds and went back to watching shows and stuff. It was pretty sad, but honestly I'm not that excited for this year. Time goes by so fast these days that I feel like it's just going to pass by so fast. But like I said, I was glad that I at least had someone (: Cause my parents were at our next door neighbor's house just talking and stuff, so yeah.

And then oh! During retreat I think I caught the stomach flu. Wow, it was seriously like the worst experience ever. I'm glad that I got over with it before school starts, but I really hope that I will never experience it again. Seriously.


Saturday at church, we took our yearly church photos as usual, and then during lunch we picked new officers. Haha I was elected secretary! Woot. And then after that the girls and I had to go to a SALT meeting so we had it until like 6. Literally. Cause like my mom couldn't find her way there. It was pretty painful, but then Meena was at my house again! Cause we were celebrating her mom's birthday at my house. The cake was sooooo good. And Meena and I were watching
"Family Outing" in my room so it was pretty fun.

Wow ): It's the last day of break already. Time seems like it went by steady but now as i think about it, this was like one of the breaks I had alot of fun and I will surely miss it. I'm not really looking foward to this year, since I'm going to be a Junior by the end :/ But I just hope that Sophmore year will really go well and that I will have a fun time (: I think that's seriously my only new year's resolutions. haha.



(: Happy New Years~

winter break!

Yay! It's finally winter break... it officially started like after seventh period but I think it will REALLY start tomorrow, when I leave to mammoth with church lovers<3 haha. so basically,

12/20-12/24: Snowboarding Trip
12/25: Christmas
12/26 - 12/30/31: Retreat with Ashley.
1/01: New years<3

Oh man. I'm pretty much going to be gone for the whole time! I'm packing right now but I think i'm seriously overpacking. But better safe than sorry (: I can't wait! Omg.
So thursday was the first time I baked for the first time in my life. Seven layered cookies, haha I will never forget them. Um it looked super weird but people actually really liked it! They were all taking some after school. I guess that's how it feels when you cook/bake something for another person.
Oh speaking of that, I got asked to winter formal! Woot. I seriously. SERIOUSLY. Did not expect it that day. Cause I missed zero period, and that was like the first day ever since 7th grade I ever missed school in any way. And then I got roses like every period with little post its (: haha thanks john! and that means. DRESS SHOPPING! Yay~
And this is pretty weird, but i was soo excited that I got my first seventeen magazine! Haha. It's double issue too -_____- omg. After i finish packing i'm going to read it as my bedtime story.
I shouldn't say this, but I hope it rains alot here so it can snow where I'm at. I am seriously loving break.



(:

sometimes...

I wish the economy wasn't so bad.
haha at first i thought, screw economy, but I think it's really affecting me.
I mean come on, I can barely even buy secret santa presents?
Give me a break.

And I think getting my wallet stolen just made it worse.
The worst thing someone could do in situations like this is.. seriously NOT STEAL.
Gosh i'm seriously going to kill that person who did it, ASDFGHJKL;

What pisses me off is like the people that aren't being affected at all by the economy.
Like some people are filthy rich and always spend money, while the other people are pretty much suffering. I think during this time I get to see those that really have no control over money and those who care about the littlest of pennies just to get on with life.

But anyways, on with my day (:

Um I went to my first SALT meeting today! I am an officer... yay! and then after my mom couldn't find the way so me, joanna, michelle, and meena were like walking to seven-eleven so my mom could just pick us up there. And we had like the BEST DINNER ever cause we were so freaking hungry. It was just pizza cookies and chips and soda, but man at the time it was SOOO GOOD. And then after we went to Meena's house cause all the adults were there. Oh yeah first time I saw Richard working (: HAHHA. The little kids at her house grew so much! Man I swear Ive never seen little kids grow up so fast in my life. The ones I saw when they were just born, they're like walking now. Omygosh. Time goes by pretty fast...

Which reminds me. SNOWBOARDING TRIP next week! I'm pretty excited. Seriously I can't wait for winter break... i'm going to literally do everything i want during the two weeks. Oh man oh man oh man i'm already counting down. This week is going to be so hard...

i can't wait to see snow!

Wishes

I'm starting to believe that 11:11 wishes do really come true.

Things are actually getting alot better faster than I expected.
Hopefully, it won't be just another temporary phrase that will pass by again.
I hope it stays.

(:

Home for the Holidays

Oh wow. This week has been so so so so hard for me, it was literally. LITERALLY hell...Seriously. I think it was Thursday that I only slept like two hours. I mean what is this -______- I was sleeping in every class. Today Ms. Levoit (chem teacher) caught me and Stephanie sleeping and told us that it won't be her fault if he fail her class. Oh man this week was like a battle against me and my eyes, they keep on wanting to close! I was seriously struggling to get through each day, and when I came back from rehearsal I felt too tired to do homework ): but i had to. I'm glad it's finally Friday!

So today was the first day of the show. After each number today I think we could have done alot better. Like last year we didn't even have to spend this much time but the show was well prepared. Man, today kind of sucked. I didn't have enough breath for my solo so I ended weird, and I couldn't reach the low notes today! UGH. Hopefully tomorrrow will be better, and if I go... Cast party! Now that I'm home, I'm glad that I finally get to sleep normal hours and not worry about homework. (:

One thing that was kind of different about the shows was having rooms downstairs (: Man the cookies and chocolates were super good today! That made up my dinner hahaha. And it was SUPER weird how we had to wear fake eyelashes today. Man my eyes felt so heavy the first time it was freaking glued on, but it felt pretty professional.

And I realized, this show is the first show I ever had a solo! I did kind of suck today, but I'm really going to try hard for tomorrow's show (: And then hopefully maybe I could do more like later on. Woo~

But for now, I want to sleep... oh man. One show down, one more to go!