ups / downs

march is finally over!
i've been waiting for this moment (:

thinking back, I was just so caught up with deadlines every week that nothing really hit me until I got to reflect back on what actually happened. I guess overall everything went pretty well. CM, SAT, Festival were all pretty good results and elections.. well haha maybe God's just telling me to take a break from all of this and concentrate on him before I go to college. If I got in or didn't, I think I would be happy either way (:

Well it's finally spring break! I've been out ever since. Haha the more i'm out the more i'm screwed for hw.. but ah I think I deserve some time for myself! So on Saturday I went to church and we went to do free hugs at the block. I hate doing it in the beginning but it gets better I guess.. we eventually got kicked out lol. And then after we went bowling .. I suck haha. Then the JEMMs went to Michelle's house and sleptover cause we had a SALT meeting the day after.

Michelle's moms burritos are THE BOMB I seriously didn't have to eat the whole day cause it was so filling. But I ate anyways haha I'm such a fatty. And then during the SALT meeting we felt the earthquake... pretty cool. And then came home chilled asdfjkl;

Today I went to santa monica with kirin jessica and jane! Jessica and I walked literally EVERYWHERE eyeshopping/taking pictures/eating whatnot.. it was pretty fun. then we went to the beach and it was SUPER windy but it was pretty fun. haha the seagulls couldn't even fly so it was funny seeing them fly in the wrong direction lol. and then after we were gonna go eat at this fish taco place but then we saw the calbi truck so we went to go eat there. I guess it was pretty okay but kirin said that gogi truck is better. they prob don't have vegetarian options there though ):

I'm excited for the rest of spring break (: retreat from fri-sun woot! but during the time I have to finish hw ahh. well anyway today was funn so asdfjkl; i'm loving spring breakk!

nothing

I haven't been doing anything for 2 hours. feels kind of good.. no stress no worries no deadlines no nothing. just been doing what i want (: although i'm gonna be pretty much screwed after this LOL.

Made a facebook page for my campaign! took me like an hour to learn how to do it but it's out there now (: Just hoping for the best.

I think I really need to go outt

RELIEVED!

March 6th - CM TEST
March 13th - SAT
March 21st - BACH FESTIVAL
March 22-25 - CAMPAIGNING / ELECTIONS

I am halfway through! Kind of glad I got over with SATs. I can only hope for the best (:

After SAT I went to wal-mart to restock on a couple of craft stuff for campaigning, i realized that it's going to be alot of work! But knowing that I have support behind me keeps my confidence level up (: Then after me, jessica, paul c, ricky, jimmy, and my brother went to costco to go buy some amc tickets. LOL running around for food samples was ridiculous -____- and then after we went to in-n-out to eat. I should have ordered more than just a strawberry shake ):

Then we went to the block and watched She's Out of My League. I think it was too okay.. but the story was too typical. Haha Ricky and Jimmy went out cause they thought it was THAT bad. ): Should have watched Alice in the Wonderland maybe but I can just watch it next time... when I have time that is :/ And then after we went to Orangewood gym and played volleyball for like 3 hours. it was fun (=

AGGH daylight savings time tmrw! I need that extra hour. Starting from tomorrow is gonna be another stressful week I have to go through.. ahh march please go away. Spring break come quickly!

comfortable

i cannot live without my two layered socks.
If i don't have them on at nighttime I think I would freeze to death. I really really really love them soooo much.

I feel so comfortable... cozy.. relaxed LOL
I should be studying, but .. ahh whatever.

I want to be in this comfortable stage for a while (:

very very

overwhelmed.

D:

i need a break

no title

tired...

I guess I'm living the junior life. I have never been so tired.. show week for one but also because of just so many deadlines and so many things on my mind I can't even go to sleep when I'm tired.

and i've been losing so many things! Sandals, scarves, hats, chapstick... gaaaah i'm slowly starting to find things one by one but I need to start remembering where I put everything.

I'm glad this week is over.. but I'm going to dread today, so many things to catch up on. I think I'm getting sick too.. AGAIN.. gaah my throat hurts so much..

I need a clean start.





praying hard for people...

Swiftly

Before I grasp the importance of time, it slips out of my hand.
There is no way to preserve it.. you have to work with what you have, even if it is nowhere enough.

My mom had a sitdown conversation with me, but I wasn't too surprised because we've been having so much these days. She tells me that the only person she can trust for the sake of our future is me. Then she finally realizes that I should pursue what I truly have potential for.

Which means she's been pushing me into being a doctor to tell me I should do something else. -__________-
I realized if I didn't listen to her, I would probably doing other things in life.. with different priorities,schedule.. whatnot.

I'm glad for this conversation though. I thought I would be brainwashed into thinking what they want me to do but before I got to that stage they realize themselves what would be the best for me. Which reminds me she has this pretty ridiculous plan for me but she thinks I can do it. Or at least wants me to do it. Is this another repeat?

I kind of feel ambitious about this though (: I'll keep it to myself because it'd be stupid to talk about it and have it nowhere near completion anytime. I've never ever thought about doing it.. I can't believe she's even suggested this to me ahahah. I think it would be possible. With alot of time. ALOT.

I need this for my parents, myself, my family, everything else ):


Time, please go slowly!!!!!!