winter break!

Yay! It's finally winter break... it officially started like after seventh period but I think it will REALLY start tomorrow, when I leave to mammoth with church lovers<3 haha. so basically,

12/20-12/24: Snowboarding Trip
12/25: Christmas
12/26 - 12/30/31: Retreat with Ashley.
1/01: New years<3

Oh man. I'm pretty much going to be gone for the whole time! I'm packing right now but I think i'm seriously overpacking. But better safe than sorry (: I can't wait! Omg.
So thursday was the first time I baked for the first time in my life. Seven layered cookies, haha I will never forget them. Um it looked super weird but people actually really liked it! They were all taking some after school. I guess that's how it feels when you cook/bake something for another person.
Oh speaking of that, I got asked to winter formal! Woot. I seriously. SERIOUSLY. Did not expect it that day. Cause I missed zero period, and that was like the first day ever since 7th grade I ever missed school in any way. And then I got roses like every period with little post its (: haha thanks john! and that means. DRESS SHOPPING! Yay~
And this is pretty weird, but i was soo excited that I got my first seventeen magazine! Haha. It's double issue too -_____- omg. After i finish packing i'm going to read it as my bedtime story.
I shouldn't say this, but I hope it rains alot here so it can snow where I'm at. I am seriously loving break.



(:

sometimes...

I wish the economy wasn't so bad.
haha at first i thought, screw economy, but I think it's really affecting me.
I mean come on, I can barely even buy secret santa presents?
Give me a break.

And I think getting my wallet stolen just made it worse.
The worst thing someone could do in situations like this is.. seriously NOT STEAL.
Gosh i'm seriously going to kill that person who did it, ASDFGHJKL;

What pisses me off is like the people that aren't being affected at all by the economy.
Like some people are filthy rich and always spend money, while the other people are pretty much suffering. I think during this time I get to see those that really have no control over money and those who care about the littlest of pennies just to get on with life.

But anyways, on with my day (:

Um I went to my first SALT meeting today! I am an officer... yay! and then after my mom couldn't find the way so me, joanna, michelle, and meena were like walking to seven-eleven so my mom could just pick us up there. And we had like the BEST DINNER ever cause we were so freaking hungry. It was just pizza cookies and chips and soda, but man at the time it was SOOO GOOD. And then after we went to Meena's house cause all the adults were there. Oh yeah first time I saw Richard working (: HAHHA. The little kids at her house grew so much! Man I swear Ive never seen little kids grow up so fast in my life. The ones I saw when they were just born, they're like walking now. Omygosh. Time goes by pretty fast...

Which reminds me. SNOWBOARDING TRIP next week! I'm pretty excited. Seriously I can't wait for winter break... i'm going to literally do everything i want during the two weeks. Oh man oh man oh man i'm already counting down. This week is going to be so hard...

i can't wait to see snow!

Wishes

I'm starting to believe that 11:11 wishes do really come true.

Things are actually getting alot better faster than I expected.
Hopefully, it won't be just another temporary phrase that will pass by again.
I hope it stays.

(:

Home for the Holidays

Oh wow. This week has been so so so so hard for me, it was literally. LITERALLY hell...Seriously. I think it was Thursday that I only slept like two hours. I mean what is this -______- I was sleeping in every class. Today Ms. Levoit (chem teacher) caught me and Stephanie sleeping and told us that it won't be her fault if he fail her class. Oh man this week was like a battle against me and my eyes, they keep on wanting to close! I was seriously struggling to get through each day, and when I came back from rehearsal I felt too tired to do homework ): but i had to. I'm glad it's finally Friday!

So today was the first day of the show. After each number today I think we could have done alot better. Like last year we didn't even have to spend this much time but the show was well prepared. Man, today kind of sucked. I didn't have enough breath for my solo so I ended weird, and I couldn't reach the low notes today! UGH. Hopefully tomorrrow will be better, and if I go... Cast party! Now that I'm home, I'm glad that I finally get to sleep normal hours and not worry about homework. (:

One thing that was kind of different about the shows was having rooms downstairs (: Man the cookies and chocolates were super good today! That made up my dinner hahaha. And it was SUPER weird how we had to wear fake eyelashes today. Man my eyes felt so heavy the first time it was freaking glued on, but it felt pretty professional.

And I realized, this show is the first show I ever had a solo! I did kind of suck today, but I'm really going to try hard for tomorrow's show (: And then hopefully maybe I could do more like later on. Woo~

But for now, I want to sleep... oh man. One show down, one more to go!

what happened during break

I'm feeling really hopeless... Maybe cause the break is over and i have to go to school again. But uggggghhh life is kind of painful right now.

Um so on Friday, I went shopping around 10 I think. I was supposed to go to spectrum with Dan, Jin & J5 boys at 7 but then I couldn't since I had no money. So at 10 I went with my mom. I bought alot of makeup! Which is super weird cause I don't even wear it like alot. And then later I couldn't go to Michael's party. It kind of sucked because I thought going to church and seeing my lovess<3 would make me feel better but then I actually got a lecture from pastor. It's not really my first time getting it but made me feel like crap crap crap x1234 after my parents told me I couldn't do anything on Friday. Screw that gaaah.

And then on Saturday ummmmm. oh yeah JEMMs, Jessica's cousin, Paul, Shayann and Caleb and I went out to cpk for Shayann's b-day dinner after staying at this park. It was pretty good (: and later met up with Justin and Brian and then we went to Andy and Tim's house. Umm we watched Ironman and we celebrated Jane's birthday. I got cake on my face! yuck. And afterwards we all drove down to go ice-skate/broomball. Haha our church ownedd against OC! and then there was a stupid fight that happened between two people, but like one was an adult. Kind of stupidd I think, but I was too cold to think cause I was wearing flats and no socks ): And so I came home past midnight. It was a pretty productive day (:

Man, next week is going to be literally hell! Monday I can't even relax cause I have piano. And starting from tuesday-thursday is choir show week, which means rehearsals from 3-9 p.m. I don't even think the show is going to be that great, but hope it goes well. Come to our show though! Haha. $10, Friday & Saturday, starts at 7:30 I think. And then after is cast partty<3 maan I can't wait, haven't been to a dance for a while.

So it's been a pretty good break! It went super fast which kind of sucked, but I'm hoping school will be a little easier with show week. Not really, but I'm just hoping.

And I realized, tomorrow is december! Man time is flying by too fast. Seriously I didn't even do anything and it's almost 11, ah screw this. Alot of people are changing too, not in a really good way. I hope people will just get their minds straight and set their priorities, cause obviously they don't know it's hurting those around them.

I'm hoping for something better.

Thanksgiving!

So what exactly am I thankful for..
- God
- Family
- Best friends
- A home
- FOOD
- Health
- Education
- Music!
- Life (: hahaha

I don't know I will add more later if I think of any.

Yesterday, I stayed up until 3 a.m. making food with my mom. We have like a WHOLE mess of people (like more than 6 families I think) coming to my house, and I didn't even know about it. Isn't that weird... like they know but I don't. But anyways I woke up with a whole bunch of "Happy thanksgiving" text messages (: Next thing? I have to clean my whole freaking house. Dang it. I'm seriously like a housemaid today... ugh

But it's finally thanksgiving break! YESSSSS. Haha screw everything i'm gonna do everything i can (: And church friends are coming over! Hopefully SOME stores are open around cypress so we can like roam around loool. BUT! i still have to clean T_T

So I'll leave it here for now.
Happy thanksgiving guys!

day1

It feels good to be doing something like this again (:
I was planning to start sometime this week, so I thought this would be a good excuse to get out of studying for chem. School literally s u c k s, but it's not going to be my only time complaining about school so I won't go any further hahaha.

Well anyways,
it's freaking raining! When I was walking to my house I stepped on a whole bunch of puddles that were seriously like two inches deep. I swear if it keeps raining like this, I'm going to wear flippers to school ): At least I didn't wear sneakers, or else I would have to wash my shoes and socks and blah x3.

Um so how my day went... it was actually quite okay!
I had alot of free time at classes so I took alot of pictures (: aand after school I found out I got a solo! and accompanying for Sheena and Ashley on their duet. That was good to hear... but now it kind of scares me cause its like the first solo thing I've ever done. I'm looking foward to it though!

Oh and my mom called around five-ish, saying there was no more tofurkey left at Trader Joe's. Wow I was like the saddest girl ever but thinking about it, thats kind of absurd. I mean really, who eats tofurkey, I think I'd rather eat pizza ahahahahaha. Maybe next year (:

And then at around six-ish I went to Michael's house and studied chem with Riya, Ashley, David, and Michael. Michael's mom made me breakfast burritos for dinner! It was pretty good. I guess I studied a decent amount but then at the end I got super distracted cause of David's youtube videos.

So yeah... It's late ): OH HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY & STEPHANIE! <33 haha oh darrn it's their birthday already. I should be studying for chemm urrggh...I hate school.
Omg omg one more freaking day and then it's time to play! I can't wait (:

But for now, I'll end it here... wish me luck on studying!

Oh shoot, it's still raining like heck. California weather is freaking whack.