i cannot live without my two layered socks.
If i don't have them on at nighttime I think I would freeze to death. I really really really love them soooo much.
I feel so comfortable... cozy.. relaxed LOL
I should be studying, but .. ahh whatever.
I want to be in this comfortable stage for a while (:
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Sunday, February 21, 2010
no title
tired...
I guess I'm living the junior life. I have never been so tired.. show week for one but also because of just so many deadlines and so many things on my mind I can't even go to sleep when I'm tired.
and i've been losing so many things! Sandals, scarves, hats, chapstick... gaaaah i'm slowly starting to find things one by one but I need to start remembering where I put everything.
I'm glad this week is over.. but I'm going to dread today, so many things to catch up on. I think I'm getting sick too.. AGAIN.. gaah my throat hurts so much..
I need a clean start.
praying hard for people...
I guess I'm living the junior life. I have never been so tired.. show week for one but also because of just so many deadlines and so many things on my mind I can't even go to sleep when I'm tired.
and i've been losing so many things! Sandals, scarves, hats, chapstick... gaaaah i'm slowly starting to find things one by one but I need to start remembering where I put everything.
I'm glad this week is over.. but I'm going to dread today, so many things to catch up on. I think I'm getting sick too.. AGAIN.. gaah my throat hurts so much..
I need a clean start.
praying hard for people...
Monday, February 8, 2010
Swiftly
Before I grasp the importance of time, it slips out of my hand.
There is no way to preserve it.. you have to work with what you have, even if it is nowhere enough.
My mom had a sitdown conversation with me, but I wasn't too surprised because we've been having so much these days. She tells me that the only person she can trust for the sake of our future is me. Then she finally realizes that I should pursue what I truly have potential for.
Which means she's been pushing me into being a doctor to tell me I should do something else. -__________-
I realized if I didn't listen to her, I would probably doing other things in life.. with different priorities,schedule.. whatnot.
I'm glad for this conversation though. I thought I would be brainwashed into thinking what they want me to do but before I got to that stage they realize themselves what would be the best for me. Which reminds me she has this pretty ridiculous plan for me but she thinks I can do it. Or at least wants me to do it. Is this another repeat?
I kind of feel ambitious about this though (: I'll keep it to myself because it'd be stupid to talk about it and have it nowhere near completion anytime. I've never ever thought about doing it.. I can't believe she's even suggested this to me ahahah. I think it would be possible. With alot of time. ALOT.
I need this for my parents, myself, my family, everything else ):
Time, please go slowly!!!!!!
There is no way to preserve it.. you have to work with what you have, even if it is nowhere enough.
My mom had a sitdown conversation with me, but I wasn't too surprised because we've been having so much these days. She tells me that the only person she can trust for the sake of our future is me. Then she finally realizes that I should pursue what I truly have potential for.
Which means she's been pushing me into being a doctor to tell me I should do something else. -__________-
I realized if I didn't listen to her, I would probably doing other things in life.. with different priorities,schedule.. whatnot.
I'm glad for this conversation though. I thought I would be brainwashed into thinking what they want me to do but before I got to that stage they realize themselves what would be the best for me. Which reminds me she has this pretty ridiculous plan for me but she thinks I can do it. Or at least wants me to do it. Is this another repeat?
I kind of feel ambitious about this though (: I'll keep it to myself because it'd be stupid to talk about it and have it nowhere near completion anytime. I've never ever thought about doing it.. I can't believe she's even suggested this to me ahahah. I think it would be possible. With alot of time. ALOT.
I need this for my parents, myself, my family, everything else ):
Time, please go slowly!!!!!!
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
revisiting
i had the whole break to write here and I didn't ): might as well before the near year begins...
Break is great (= not the best one but definitely giving me the time i needed to think things over... about what i need to continue and let go. this dilemma has been especially hitting me hard today, but hopefully if i want it bad enough then I'll somehow keep it for long.
and i also realized time is going by SUPER fast -___- the days go by somewhat at a normal speed but when you look back a week's already been over. you wish that just this day would pass by and sooner than you know it, that day's over. so i've learned that it's better not to look at days from a grand scheme (the whole year), but rather by each day and accomplish something so that I can get somewhere rather than wait later until it eventually happens by itself..
hahaha i'm in such a reflective mood. ANYWAYS i'm excited for the lock-in to countdown for new years (= last year countdowning was a total bust so hopefully it'll be fun this year... eating as much as i want without having to worry! muhahah.
oh and before i forget, i'll start writing my new years resolutions...
- Continue
- Stable
- Settled
vague, but makes sense to me... i'll have more (:
Break is great (= not the best one but definitely giving me the time i needed to think things over... about what i need to continue and let go. this dilemma has been especially hitting me hard today, but hopefully if i want it bad enough then I'll somehow keep it for long.
and i also realized time is going by SUPER fast -___- the days go by somewhat at a normal speed but when you look back a week's already been over. you wish that just this day would pass by and sooner than you know it, that day's over. so i've learned that it's better not to look at days from a grand scheme (the whole year), but rather by each day and accomplish something so that I can get somewhere rather than wait later until it eventually happens by itself..
hahaha i'm in such a reflective mood. ANYWAYS i'm excited for the lock-in to countdown for new years (= last year countdowning was a total bust so hopefully it'll be fun this year... eating as much as i want without having to worry! muhahah.
oh and before i forget, i'll start writing my new years resolutions...
- Continue
- Stable
- Settled
vague, but makes sense to me... i'll have more (:
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
11:11
i need to write here more often...
today was so different from what i expected. i had only 5 hours of sleep and woke up at 5:50 instead of sleeping until noon... spending the afternoon at riverside than around cerritos area. it was fun though. just realized that public schools are so much more different than private schools. haha i felt so awkward being with all those christian private schools.. i'm glad i belong in the other community (:
still deciding what to wish for today... there's so many things i could ask for though. haha it's so stupid how i'm thinking about this, but i guess it just sets up priorities and goals for me right now.
hopefully, i can get some sleep today.
today was so different from what i expected. i had only 5 hours of sleep and woke up at 5:50 instead of sleeping until noon... spending the afternoon at riverside than around cerritos area. it was fun though. just realized that public schools are so much more different than private schools. haha i felt so awkward being with all those christian private schools.. i'm glad i belong in the other community (:
still deciding what to wish for today... there's so many things i could ask for though. haha it's so stupid how i'm thinking about this, but i guess it just sets up priorities and goals for me right now.
hopefully, i can get some sleep today.
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